I had a dream last night about my best friend

I had a dream last night
we drove out to see las vegas
we lost outselves in the bright lights
wish you could see us
we begged for change to get home
it was like san francisco only not

So please dont tell me
that i am dreaming
when all i ever wanted
was to dream about sharing this with you
Ill never go back home

So please tell me
that Im dreaming
when all I ever wanted was to dream this with you
if you dont dream this with you
when its over
ill take this Cali with me and dream about it
and wake up with these fondest memories

California is Cold

California just just colder and
I'll have you know that I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was a lie until you left

Now I am hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
Ill be fine
Im just gone beyond repair

Lets write a song that we sing to
cause they all just want to listen
just to know what it sounds like
lets do the thing we do
its where i find inspiration
This is me breaking down

California just got colder
and Ill have you know that i am scarred to death
that everything that you have said to me was a lie until the end
now I am holding just a little bit stronger
hoping to stay just a little bit longer

Ill be fine I swear
im just gone beyond repair

My Hero...

Maybe your a tree whose leafs stay
Maybe you go where the winds blows
All I know is Im right either way

Every word you say is suttle
so I never gave you one rebutle
somehow I knew you meant what you said
its like I spoke to you and you spoke to me
You know we need each other

Sometimes we watch our heroes die
We dont know why
we dont know why they left us so young
why they left us undone

Ive learned that I could live without you
I know there are things about you that I know
that ive learned to hold in
ive seen your eyes when they are glanzed over
desire leaves us holding on time
its like I spoke to you
its like you spoke to me

My Only Friend

There's this guy I know whose not doing so well
I wish you could call him to tell him you love him
I think that would help him
He's been down for days
I don't know what to do
It's all so depressing
His room smells like crying

He loves you more then breathing
He loves you more then then being happy
I know... he loves you like its tearing him appart
Theres this guy outside your window with a broke guitar and a broken heart
i dont think you hear him though
i dont think you hear him

my best friend says believe...

New Blog

I think I will start posting everytime im drunk
The nice thing is i can post directly from my blackberry